Pahitnye peria, pahit ag 'bala' yg kw bwk dlm idup aq!

Ary nie, ble aq kta aq dh 'SINGLE' balek,
sume duk tnya mcm ap kt FB.
inbox aq, br'talu2 mcg msuk,
mcm goreng pisang pns.
aiyoo3!
penat seh nk jwb kt korg sume.
balek2 bnd yg sme.
nk senangkn kije,
aq akn tlis kt cnie k ap yg korg nk thu sgt tu.
iye!
mmg aq dh 'SINGLE' balek la.
sbb ap? 
sbb aq dh b'cerai la.
adess!
ad jugak yg tnya,
knp aq happy jea?
abes,
x kn la aq nk sedey,
btul x?
idup mst d'truskn.
agpun, 
aq dh ckup2 happy n bhgia dgn ank2 aq skg nie.
buad ap aq nk engt2 ag kt org yg xad tggjwb,
btul x?
bkn stkt tggjwb pd aq, 
tp pd ank2 dia sndri jugak.
ckup2 la ap yg dia dh buad.
aq dh puas bg dia peluang.
knp aq ckp dia x ad tggjwb?
korg bygkn la ae,
dia xb'kije.
pulak tu,
dwet aq dia pkai smpai abes.
soal ank2?
jgn ckp la.
abes brg2 bby utk prsediaan sblum aq b'salin pun,
aq yg beli pkai dwet aq.
bil2 hsptl pun, aq yg byr.
sumenye aq.
ank2 dia saket,
dia xad nk bwk g klinik atau hsptl.
tp ble ank buah dia saket,
wah! bkn maen laju ag dia bwk g check-up.
mn nye aq xt'rse aty.
ptut kea?
umphh,
klau nk cite mmg xabes la.
pjg bejela.
bia kn la dia.
lantak!
aq dh pun buang dia dr idup aq.
bia la ank2 aq x ad ayh pun x ap.
aq x kesa n ag rela.
dpd ad ayh pun,
prngai mcm tu.
skg,
trus trg aq ckp.
aq mmg happy gle dgn idup bru nie.
so,
back off you stupid man!
leave me, my babies n my family
ALONE!
jgn sibuk2 nk cri kteorg ag.
 
P/S:
Kw dh buad aq, ank2 aq n family aq mcm sampah,
kn?
so,
aq anggap kw,
xubah mcm bangkai!
jgn gnggu idup aq ag!
kw tanda la ckp aq nie,
1 ary nnt kw akan trime hukum karma allah.
n kw akan mnyesal.
tp time tu,
aq bgthu kt kw awl2 ae.
dh x gne dh klau kw nk mrayu pd aq ag.

*korg pk la sndri*
*pape nk tnya, tglkn komen yea*
TENGQ! (;

1 January 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!
GOOD BYE 2010! ((;

ihhi,,
taon nie aq smbut new year kt malacca.
best,
sbb taon nie aq dpt smbut new year dgn 2 org buah aty pengarang jntung aq,
(musaiyar, musyrief, mama sygg korg!) (;
wlaupun, baby2 aq msih kecik n x thu pape ag.
this is the one of the most precious time in my life!
aq x kn lpe kn memori nie. (;

x sangka, kejap jea kn, da msuk taon bru. (;
umphh, sume org ad azam dorg sndri utk taon bru nie.
mcm tu jugak aq.
azam aq utk taon 2011 nie :
-mula kn idop yg totally, sumenye bru.
-jd insan yg lbey b'gune.
-bsrkn baby2 aq dgn s'baek mgkin.
-cri dwet abis-abisan.
-beli s'biji kete (walkswagen beetle!) (;
-jd the best mama in the world!
*insyaallah!*
doa kn smoga ap yg aq hajat n a azam kn nie t'capai la yea.
AMIN...

it's all about me, me, me! (;

NAME : nabilah musyirah rahmat a.k.a beylla
AGE : 18 years old
D.O.B : 23/08/1993
HOMETOWN : segamat, johor